Yes I know, it must have made you angry,
How I never ever, made you my number one,
But see I - I just wasn’t ready,
Wasn’t whole enough, to love someone,
And now that it’s clear,
And now that I can see,
And I don’t want no one else,
But you don’t want me.
And I know that things could never be the same again,
After it all, how could we start again?
And I don’t see how you sit there how you just pretend,
That you and me that we’re just friends.
I never laid my cards down, because I was scared to fall,
And you can’t lose when you play, nothing at all,
But if this is how, how it’s got to be,
I’d rather have none of it, if you’re not with me,
And I know that things could never be the same again,
After it all, how could we start again?
And I don’t see how you sit there how you just pretend,
That you and me that we’re just friends.
Oh oh oh, yeah I guess I should have told told told,
Told you sooner now you, know know know,
Why I don’t come around,
Oh oh oh, if this is how you want to roll roll roll,
I’ll keep it steady even though though though,
I wanna get down down down down down down,
I wanna get down.
And could we go back to the way it was?
Now that you know, that I fucked it all up.
Please don’t look at me like that, why do you pretend?
That you and me, that we’re just friends?
credits
released May 3, 2019
Written and Performed By:
James Lanman on Guitar and Vocals
James Lanman is a singer songwriter who has lived a hundred lives and only used up 99. You can learn more about him on his website or by believing the rampant gossip about who he really is. Choose your own adventure.
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