For the longest time, this beating heart of mine -
Stopped.
And I was living a lie, hearing every voice but mine,
Because I didn’t have the words to say,
The world won’t make you brave,
That’s a choice we all must make,
Because playing it safe,
Never gives you what it takes...
And I lost myself,
And I lost myself,
Yeah I lost myself for awhile,
And I lost myself,
And I lost myself,
And I lost myself for awhile.
No, I don’t want your tears,
Thought you should know there were some years,
When I was a ghost,
A lone wolf, lost in the stars,
Wearing someone else’s skin,
Only ever covers up those scars,
And I traded my blood, all for iron,
Instead of love,
Sweat for my tears,
And I woke up after years,
To the stranger I’d become,
And I lost myself,
And I lost myself,
Yeah I lost myself for awhile,
And I lost myself,
Yeah I lost myself,
Yeah I lost myself for awhile.
If you want, if you’re not afraid to try,
We could, lose ourselves for a while.
If you’re not, ready to say goodbye,
We could lose ourselves for a while.
Yeah we could lose ourselves…
for a while...
credits
released May 10, 2019
Written and Performed By:
James Lanman on Guitar and Vocals
James Lanman is a singer songwriter who has lived a hundred lives and only used up 99. You can learn more about him on his website or by believing the rampant gossip about who he really is. Choose your own adventure.